After having boring weeks for work, I lied down, looking at the album " Last few weeks in Brum" before going to bed. The gloomy environment could just twisted, and can already feel as if I am there. It traced back the time, that particular time where and when the picture was taken.

There's an idiom in Chinese "日有所思 也有所梦".I dreamt on that particular night :~ I'm leaving for Uk very very soon, feeling so excited and great. I was laughing at myself the moment I woke up, can't believe it...that idiom is so true.

I see Grey

Days seems a bit dull since I was sick.

Over the last two weekend, I had great time: starting of a new full-time job, spending time with friends for wedding as one of the bridesmaids, having lovely time with my cousin from East Malaysia, etc... until I am ill.

I am having bad time this week, bearing with the flu and cough, I could hardly sing or practise, could not do my work while am not feeling well, could not go out for fun as I will get tired easily. I see the colour of grey. I wish I could do something fun and different? Wish to hang out but I don't want my friend bearing with my tired uncheerful face. Probably the best to spend sometime myself, just alone. wanna have a peace of mind. .. .

I wish I could jump into the pool.........I wish I had all ingredients right now to make some cookies........I wish there's a pet for me right beside me or ...........I wish I am standing right at the top of hill breathing the gentle cool air.............or perhaps.... having someone here who's close to me.. without urging anything......