Too young to be a lecturer

Get bored pulling that angry serious face all time for the sake of being a strict lecturer. That's so not me..

what to do? the students are all older than me!

Plan

Was still doing the "plan". I had booked hotels and train tickets in advance and hopefully everything goes well according to the time-table.

Well, this is my first time doing plan going here and there, booking and staying this hotel and that. I really hope there's no major problem while travelling and hope everything goes well. . hope the folks would enjoy too ..( during winter though)

After having boring weeks for work, I lied down, looking at the album " Last few weeks in Brum" before going to bed. The gloomy environment could just twisted, and can already feel as if I am there. It traced back the time, that particular time where and when the picture was taken.

There's an idiom in Chinese "日有所思 也有所梦".I dreamt on that particular night :~ I'm leaving for Uk very very soon, feeling so excited and great. I was laughing at myself the moment I woke up, can't believe it...that idiom is so true.

I see Grey

Days seems a bit dull since I was sick.

Over the last two weekend, I had great time: starting of a new full-time job, spending time with friends for wedding as one of the bridesmaids, having lovely time with my cousin from East Malaysia, etc... until I am ill.

I am having bad time this week, bearing with the flu and cough, I could hardly sing or practise, could not do my work while am not feeling well, could not go out for fun as I will get tired easily. I see the colour of grey. I wish I could do something fun and different? Wish to hang out but I don't want my friend bearing with my tired uncheerful face. Probably the best to spend sometime myself, just alone. wanna have a peace of mind. .. .

I wish I could jump into the pool.........I wish I had all ingredients right now to make some cookies........I wish there's a pet for me right beside me or ...........I wish I am standing right at the top of hill breathing the gentle cool air.............or perhaps.... having someone here who's close to me.. without urging anything......

The Bachelorette

Is going to hv fun on Saturday night~ celebrating for our lovely bride Wong lai yee

Missed having contrasting seasons

Autumn: Picture taken at one of the park in London, brownish leaves fall from branches and squirrels were everywhere on the trees,

or even trying to get some food on the ground. Some people would say it's a sad season where leaves drop but I'm kinda loving it,

as it gives a different colour to the view instead of just green ever.

Winter: on the Canal, Brindley place. It's so freaking freeze that the water had actually turned into solid form,

and you can see I'm standing on the ice on that particular Christmas day 25th, December. That's cool~

People stared at us as if we were mad,

and later on, more people got on to the canal and I could see "Amazaing" written on their face!

Spring: Five-Ways Underground, where I used to pass by everday on the way to Conservatoire,

lovely tulips bloom ( no, they're planted) but they could only last for just weeks though!Such a short spring!

Such beautiful things would never last longer, never!

Can't get enough to enjoy the beauty of flowers during Spring!

Summer: Worcester, it's a lovely day when you can wear T'shirt and short pants . Typical Malaysian still wouldn't like to sit under the sun but I'd totally glad there's sun for us, especially having very low temperature for a long time during winter. Sunny day like this would not always happen even though it's summer, as it often rains. and tell you what, I'd actually enjoyed getting burned but feel bad after realizing I've got tanned than ever.

Best pictures on my top 10 list

Have a guess:

what season are these pictures taken?

Calling oversea

I had just made a call to Uk, settling some payment to BCU. .... Ah~~ hearing that typical Brits accents....

The funny part was actually the effort of making a call oversea. I tried to ask my ex, but the code he gave doesn't work on a landline. .. then i start to google ..... ahh ha.. That's is the most interesting thing about Google, u can know whatever you wan't as long as it's on the web...

There is a webpage where you can key in "where you calling from, where you calling to and what is the area"...after filling the empty boxes , there you go....... a code is ready for you .... 0044121xxxxxxxx

American Comedy

"Friends with Benefits"

kind of loving this movie, half comedy half romance... what comes up into your mind when reading the title? ah..ha~~

I saw the trailer of this movie while watching other movie in a cinema, Birmingham, and I couldn't get the chance to watch until few days ago. Good one, I would say! Story begins when a young man from L.A trying to get a job in NY and met a hot girl, who's from NY. Both of them wan't to have sex, just sex and nothing else, due to their bad experiences in previous relationships just before they met each other. That's what about the title--Friends with benefits. How do they ended up? still friends towards the end?you gotta check it out then... well, it's not just about romance! there are many little interesting things happen which is extraordinary funny!!

Was updating about the great whether out there on facebook, sunny but not too hot, very windy which not normally happen, what matter most, I could see everything cleary out there from my 14 floor- window view, no mist, no haze, no ......... .. the sky is just blue and clear with few super white cloud.

Unfortunately, I'm trapped at home on this bloody boring Sunday. Do hope I could have a dog, big one, strong one, like a retriever or shepherd rather than a poodle , just to bring it walking around ....

Definition

what does PMS stand for?

Help

Pretty sleepy right at the moment. Can't really concentrate, reading the words one by one from heart but my mind didn't get what I'm reading at all. It's only 8.29pm. That is so unusual.

Day-out

I had been spending two days with my BBF--Angela... slept at her place last night .. herprincess but messy room.. all her stuff were on the floor and clothes all around in certain corner, but the pinky wallpaper simply cheers every heart, not really bother much bout the mess.

However,,,,,..................

Can't believe I'm cleaning up (A BIT) of her untidy clothes just right at the corner. I wouldn't bother much bout it initially but her mum is getting enraged of her bad habit, they seems like going to have a fight!! wow~~ chill .. not that serious. just seems like she's going to be in trouble if that keeps the same.

I'd kept her company for a band audition around KL, we were stuck in the traffic, besides walking quite a distance under the sun. Somehow, there's always some great moment after a horrible situation. I've got to enjoy listening to their band. They were playing jazz , some of them are about my age and few of them are very old, about the age fo my grandpa!! They seems impressed me alot, especially the latter one. It would just be different having a 80-year-old man singing on stage, he's so experience, so.................................... I do not know what to describe, just simply enjoy the "performance" though they are just having audition. I wouldn't say the younger generation couldn't play impressive music but having an old man who'd been playing music for so many years is just so different!

By the way, I think that bloody Angela improved alot.. loving her singing so much!! she's so good!! .. loving her voice!!

Skype

Can't believe there isn't anyone on my list showing "online" at the moment, but I guess there's one on my list might be sitting in front of the computer. I tried to send her a msg, AH HA!! GOTCHA! .. she replied.. Bloody Zoe !! ......always appear offline for whatever sake.

It's so nice to have a chat with her, after for so long since I left Birmingham but unfortunately laptop is not working, can't talk with the video cam. Hopefully we may meet someday. In Taiwan? or Malaysia?

Taken at a pub near Canal, Brinley Place, a day before I left Uk

outside the Student accommodation

In the Kitchen, can't believe she trusted my hair-cutting skill!

REPOST , A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he was waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God? Repost this as if you truly believe in God. PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what and if you stand up for him he will stand up for you. I bet 93% of the people that read this won't repost it.

向往。。

想 继续念书。。。这次想去美国。。。

不是真的想念书。。 只是想借着读书的机会到别的地方生活

Mooncake festival

Mooncake fest falls on Next Mon!
Already making some of it and have some bites..





(this is not handmade)



butter cake


mini ice mooncake by Mellisa and me, taught by mum

You know what im thinking of right now??

I wish no one woulda nhire me until Oct so I could have time have chance have fun on that island end of this month......

Unfair

It's so unfair that people could read and know what had I up to but not the other way round.

Vocal practices

Had a long practice yesterday and was singing too much as there's choir rehearsal every Tuesday evening. Not really happy bout my singing and was really moody and tired. Things needed to be done and something is not settled yet. when everything start to cramp together, you will start to think that... life is just crap...

Today, I'd slow down my pace and start to think patiently. It is the most important thing in singing ( or even doing anything), glad that 2 hours practice is just nice and satisfied, at least little improvement did cheers a bit.

It's time to eat more than ever, getting fatter would be easier for singing, more space, more support, more volume, and more energy!... wonder what would I look like when turning into a fat soprano!

..

Can I spent just few hours lying on grass under unharmful sun with gentle breeze, doing nothing!

Hello!

The blog was left for few days without update. I was about to write some but ended up doing something else, don't have much time for it.

One of my friend read my blog and concerned about my life. She used the word"messy" and I was so curious about that description. I thought that's because I'd mentioned about sleep around and stay over somewhere. Well, I am not that open-minded, I do stay over more often but I was at best friends house.( not guys.=.='')

Till then, she told me that I haven't really settle down yet. Ahha, I got it! I should have update bout my job. Ya... I'm going to stay in Kl instead of Sabah, already interview for one university and am going to go for mockteaching this week. I've tried sending CV to other music centre as well and glad to get responses from two of them. As you know, there are lots of holiday in Malaysia, it was school holiday for the whole week, Independence day and Hari Raya. They had mostly plan for vacation and only wanted me to go interview after holiday and I have to wait untill the holiday is over. That is going to be the main reason being jobless still.

Well, all the best to myself.........Do the best and let God do the rest.....

Meals of the day

Had a nice lunch"Steam boat" with just three people!! Mum, Best friend forever- Angela and me...!!!!!!Not normally had a steamboat unless there's special occassion, but we were doing it for fun randomly!!

We had korean food "Bibimbup" for dinner..Mum got her recipe and I made the design, if you look at it carefully, you'll find that they are not the same!(not really fancy but I do love and enjoy making it!)

Bibimbup..

Steamboat

By the way, I'd cut my hair.. This is my new look!!

Arrrggg!!

Went to Cheras from Petaling Jaya just to collect my Degree certificate for my interview tomorrow, need to transit trains though. It takes 45 mins just by train, haven't counted the time from home to station by cab yet.

I'm already get tired just going there to and fro today. Dizzy..... Can't believe if I am going to do this daily for work someday... Hopefully not!!

Dreams shattered again

Never happened... it always never... each and every plan to island is always avail..

I don't think I got extra time for Bali. The other plan is going to Redang Island but only realized that the music festival happened in September, not this month. By that time, I must be busy with work.

Other than that, mum didn't really like me to go. She must be feeling lonely to be left at home with the two brothers, as I stay at frens house quite often. I missed the days when I could just stay wherever I wan't. I missed my freedom. For now, I could hardly just go and stay. Grounded as what it used to be..

She's mad

She's mad at him.. the one whom she love so much.. the one who'd hurt her ..

She's tough one. . very tough one. She could spent all day smiling and cheering people as if nothing was happening. Without blurting out any words about it, she kept everything all by her own. Tears rolling down her cheeks every night for hours...........lasting for a months... because the one he love didn't want to pick up her calls... for a month.......

.....finally she got the truth all by her own. ..and she was swallowed with anger... What she's told isn't true at all... . It's is all crap and lies and bullshit and excuse. What matter worse, he twist the truth... making himself to feel so great .. and being oblivious about her feelings.

That's not a good way to treat a girl... If you got a nice chick out there.. let her know and not telling her to wait in the meantime telling others that she's begging you to come back.....What a dandy jerk..Just tell her the bloody truth!...

Can't believe a guy backstabbing her gf in front of other gal.. .tat's ridiculous
Hope that's not the typical one.

Time flies

It seems that time passed quicker than when I'm in Uk... Jobless but days are always occupied with things....


Glad I did join a choir which is having quite number of projects...at least I have something to do. We gonna do a recording, so most of the days and weekend for this month, we're booked for recording session. Apart from that we had a performance on 30th Aug and few more in Oct.

Frens and I'd planned to go island this month, before I start my working life.....mostly going to Bali at the moment but it seems that I not quite available, (though Im still jobless)...hope I could squeeze out 3 days from this month for a vacation.

By the way, the choir rehearsal on Tuesday was awesome!!!!. Im loving singing these songs-The Seal Lullaby, Ubi Caritas etc.though they are new to me... Four parts had just blended so well apart from different cut off which still need to be worked. ...loving the quality of sound sung by the choir.

Going to Genting Highland today.......glad to have a chance to feel lower temperature up there....

Indian food..

Let the pictures speak!!!

This week..

Came back form Singapore with family on Monday and went to swim after that. ...and got my stuff back from my ex on the next day and went to choir at night....would love to update my CV but its already late at night....

On Wed morning..I brought parents to IKEA right after my breakfast. ..plan to go for Chamber Music Ensemble concert at my former University but I was late, it ends just right when I arrived. Then Johan's gf brought me to KLCC for Asian Youth Orchestral, sigh... there's not ticket already. Spent my lonely evening reading in a book store, then sitting outside the building next to the fountain while waiting for my friend. ....had a late supper after that and got back home at 1230am....tired to do some work on laptop but its very lag...no time for my CV either.

This morn (THRUS)..got to sent a mail to my teacher by using my brother's computer...got to do my work then but was told to brought my parents to the city centre... I'd promised to bring them for Indian Vegetarian Restaurant...

Jobless at the moment but seems like not really free at all...hope to get CV done by today and get to swim a bit in the evening

Apart from missing the two concerts, it's still nice days I'm having! quite enjoying with family loitering around the city but rather worry bout that place on the other side of planet. ...Zoe and Chai ying at Scotland(eaten up with jealousy), Johan just send regards saying he's fine, Ji lin would always stay at home, she said...and glad everyone is safe.. one got injured on the arm tho. .. .. hope the riots end soon...... God blessed.